might quit

[kimmer]

Look at Shep. Lost the passion, made a nice respectable post and he even still pops in for some chatter. That cat deserves some respect.

I do have the duty to owe it to the league and this old white fuck does make some nice speeches, he is right actually. I was honestly just lazy to type lol so here it is.

Yea my team is shit and I'm a shit fantasy GM lol. I pretty much never deny that. Team's always been bad actually so whatever. Ironically those who is involved in taking/receiving my picks (OTT PIT) are the ones who say that shit like its breaking news haha. I don't care guys really.

Guess I also lost my "passion"?.. Simple answer is yes. Social aspect of BBKL is what I used to enjoy more than anything. Thrived on being evil. Sad thing is that I just cant handle myself acting that way anymore haha. Call it whatever you guys want. I don't want attention really. It's actually really a deep psychological battle of mine, this antic I put on in fantasy leagues. I guess I'm too weak to change? lol I guess that's what most rational whites might say about me. I'm transparent and quick to anger. So believe me when I say I have hard time changing. In conclusion I have attempted multiple times to be civil (because I actually wanna be) and kind hearted. That's why I even started the whole graphic banner service thing. Not to gain favours but because I felt I was doing something for community and maybe could grow better. But nah this is me and my own demon. I can't change as long as I stay here. This place makes me myself and I truly evil haha. I cant control myself. I actually hate that about myself. One would know this is a serious problem if they know me in real life. I'm not even close to this on a daily basis. So that's it lol. I'm stepping away for the good of ME. Wasn't a simple and short sighted decision but after some long term attempt to want to improve. Never worked for long lol

It's one of those serious enough but not serious enough to see a shrink. So it's frustrating. I just wanna hate everything and everyone in here when I don't have intention to. I'm messed up eh lol

im really done lol kyuss but thanks

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[Tony]

K - trade me Perry before you leave

[Lee]

k - trade me.. well... nobody.. before you leave. your team sucks and you are a thin skinned attention whore.

[Handsome&FairMike]

Sad story if true man

[lightupdadarkness]

They will veto you leaving

[kimmer]

k - trade me.. well... nobody.. before you leave. your team sucks and you are a thin skinned attention whore.

ur a sad case of someone who has little to no life outside ur own family. well family really is all u got and need but sad in terms of the fact that you don't have outside life with real life friends who even looks remotely decent. I don't want attention so im thinking of stepping down

just gonna follow jesus and minimize worldly pleasures now. im happy. ur not. that's sad

[koomzzz]

damn. if my presence is a reason for this, I can bow out

[Lee]

I have the BBKL

[kimmer]

damn. if my presence is a reason for this, I can bow out

no bro

I was actually joking about it in adhl about quitting if u join
I meant to quit a while ago
u stay

I only turn hateful the longer I stay here
I already burnt bridges
seems reasonable rather than continue becoming a hateful person
just quit and be away from it all
this fantasy league stuff only makes me in to a bad person I notifced from like 2012
cant do it anymore
last time posting now til may 31

[Tony]

In all seriousness, if need be take an extended break. It's the offseason. I did it last year and it helped quite a bit.

[Lee]

In all seriousness, it's not an easy switch to flip.

[CasperX22]

sorta getting tired of bullshit retards

let u know before draft begins

Love you bro.

[Matthew]

Take a break, paul. But stay. You're bbkl for life. Please.

[The BBKL Insider]

Sad we may lose two asians this summer. At least we gained a few black fellas to keep up our diverse society!

[Arian The Insider]

Lol

[lightupdadarkness]

Who you guys hate worse Asians or black people?

[Tony]

Canadians.

[The BBKL Insider]

We're Canadians. We love everyone

[Tony]

I'm an American. I hate everyone.

[The BBKL Insider]

That's okay. You'll eventually run out of water.